Because I know I have so many avid readers who care about me deeply and desperately want to know what is going on in my life. I shall tell you all about the mass chaos which has occurred in the past 4 days. Seeing as they are all quite clear and distinctly unrelated from each other, I will put them in different points.
Reason #1 for mass chaos:
My search for a room in Perkins hall got seemingly easier when my awesome friend Erin's roommate decided to move out. This leaves a perfect spot for me, instead of moving in with strangers and having to attempt to get a long with... girls. And even though I would be living with girls, they would be friends, instead of having to deal with the current girls who inhabit the Virgin Voigt Hall and cause me much distress and lack of sleep. So while this process should be simple it has been complicated due to the fact that there is a room change meeting on Wednesday during Avenue Q (which I waited at my computer for the tickets to go on sale so I could buy the best seats) and the fact that Meg is still unsure about weather or not to move out.
Reason #2 for going crazy:
A few weeks ago I had a break down because I thought I made the wrong choice in school. I tried for a few weeks to learn to love it but it's just not happening. So after another break down on Halloween I have officially decided to transfer to Allegheny College for the fall of 2010 semester (o boy, 2010 that's crazy). So I am now going through emails and emails of transfer work all in which I have no idea how to make sense of them. Wish me luck.
Reason #3 for wanting to be placed in a small white room:
I finally realized why I was so frustrated in my relationship. Why I wanted to be single, but still be with him at the same time. And since I'm a good person I am not going to post all of the details of our break up on the Internet. To sum it up nicely, we realized we were in love with the comfort and the caring we get from each other, not necessarily the other person. We decided mutually to be BEST FRIENDS. It has been a few hours since this has happened and we have already started our new found friendship. I see this going well. I am surprisingly better than I thought I would be. Probably because I have surrounded myself with Hayley, Kelly, Erin ,Pj and cookie dough to make me happy.
All of this happened within the past few days and things are beginning to look up. I am taking control of my life (or at least attempting) and will get through it, hopefully with a little grace.
It's time to move forward to new friendships, new beginnings and a new life.
NaNoWriMo words down: 213... How pathetic?
Once the hecticness dies down I'll be writing a whole lot more.